Awake

And I thought I didn’t need any more wake up calls
But I did.

And unconsciously, she gave me the one

That woke me up from the oblivion I cursed myself with.

The fact that she doesn’t believe you,

Made me realize the truth I so willingly blinded myself to.

You really were capable of such.

Regardless of how many times you say I am your world.

Maybe I wasn’t willing to accept because of my pride.
I thought it was impossible.

But it was.

And I should accept the fact that it did.

It was the strongest of all blows,

The lowest of all lows.

I just wished you told me from the start

That you’d rather just sink in your downward spiral world

And not pull me down with you.